- Anon.
Germany
Tag: distress (Page 3 of 4)
I flirt with my itch.
By turns it niggles, seduces, pesters;
as it gapes, festers,
I reach down,
don’t dare to look,
rip legs to shreds with nails, shorn short
(but not short enough);
viscous red
smeared across my calf,
warm to touch.
I suppurate for art;
as if sawed in half,
shriek a pain.
I climax;
vow to abstain
in future;
fail.
- by Isabel White
United Kingdom
When he was dying, I swallowed a CoCodamol before bedtime as if it were hot chocolate. I craftily attributed my zen-like calm in the face of helping Dad as he pissed blood into a plastic pot at 3am – I don’t know what’s happening to me, he said, again and again – to my sensible study of The Tibetan Book of The Dead. It was a lie, but a lie that helped.
- by Libby R.
Author website: The Diary I Didn’t Write
U.K.
M.E. destroys one life
and ruins more.
Fatigue replaces rage.
Accept it.
- by Linda Cosgriff
Author website
United Kingdom
A
man is
ill. Whispered
recollections
of what he once was
are all that sustain him.
He has no hope. His aching
visions of what should have been kill
comfort. What could have been is a lie.
He has no hope. He has no future. He
has only now. Life took revenge for a
life too well lived. He was a man out
of time. Now, there is nothing but
time. Resilient, he bears
it. He will not die. He
will suffer, always.
He will not die.
He does not,
cannot,
live.
- by Linda Cosgriff
United Kingdom
Pain stitched into each
joint, he withers and fades. A
mutilated life.
- by Linda Cosgriff
United Kingdom
generate
stay
slow
seal
here
- by Sean Medium
Belgium
Wedged between sky and river
The birch, plaiting scarred spines, joins
Ochre leaves to Cirrus clouds.
In the wedge of bed and window
Your wounded limbs endure
A throbbing rhythm to misting dew
Autumn wraps a sultry cage
Of alizarin crimson.
She entwines the rising bone
To breach the slough of heaven
Branches thunder and crack
Under heavy snow
And escape still enclosed in
Huey blues Your mind warps
And wraps itself with morphine
- by Mary Marie DixonFacebook Artists pageUSA.
Just a little twist, a sideways step to dodge out of the path of an eyes-forward businessman on a mission. My hip twists with the sideways step, then ankle and finally, knee. It’s a searing pain, stabs straight through the joint like a missile and there’s a battle taking place in there. My face is blank, a natural reaction to sudden, unbearable pain: a state of brief shock, no matter how many times it happens. No one would know, especially not the businessman with his dead eyes and umbrella wielded like a weapon. A friend notices my misstep and grabs my arm to speed up – the knee won’t buckle, never does, so I carry on with clenched teeth and hands and eyes. Good little soldier, that knee. We walk on, the debris of dead bone – dead men – in that ordinary-looking joint waging war silently beneath my skin.
- by Sophie Powell
United Kingdom
There is too much light
in the air today.
My eyelids won’t retreat;
they’re the heavy squad,
repelling all invaders.
My protection
from a day too heavy
for me,
for my chest,
my arms.
my legs.
I can only lie
down
beneath
its weight.
Breathing takes will.
Push, push the invisible hand
up,
feel it press back
down.
Repeat.
and repeat.
Repeat again.
Muscles rebel.
Fibres tug against their tense kin,
stiffening, a shudder of spasms.
Nerve endings return fire,
trajectory dipping from collarbone
toward elbow
past wrist
till fingertips vibrate
like
plucked
harp
strings.
breathe.
breathe.
The throb, I ache.
My feet go AWOL – no –
now they’re back with a burn.
Television assaults me,
sound and vision launch
breathe.
combined assaults,
attacking my senses.
My brain scrambles to keep up.
breathe.
In silence, the soft pillows embrace me.
I lean in.
Let them tend my wounds.
- by Ellie Conway; cinderdrellie at WordPress
Scotland
