{"id":3937,"date":"2019-05-07T08:44:50","date_gmt":"2019-05-07T08:44:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/?p=3937"},"modified":"2019-05-07T08:44:50","modified_gmt":"2019-05-07T08:44:50","slug":"the-skin-i-wear-by-wendy-jones","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/a-bel-abroad\/the-skin-i-wear-by-wendy-jones\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;The skin I wear&#8217; by Wendy Jones"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">The skin I wear<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">The skin I wear is a covering<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">for my bones and flesh<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">and I&#8217;m glad it holds it in<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">but wonder sometimes<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">why and sigh<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">about the pain I&#8217;m in.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">It&#8217;s not as if I&#8217;ve fallen<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">or didn&#8217;t watch where I was going,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I was plodding on quite well I thought<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">and tried to do what I&#8217;d been taught &#8211;<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I enjoyed it all in a way.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">Can I use a vacuum cleaner?<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">Why do you ask? I used to<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">work full time and be the breadwinner<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">and I can&#8217;t help wondering whether<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">you would have asked that of a man.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I can somehow think you know<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I&#8217;m still here in a way,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I think so, anyway.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\"><em>by Wendy Jones<\/em><\/span><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">Wales<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\"><a href=\"https:\/\/poetryatnightblog.wordpress.com\/\">Further information<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The skin I wear The skin I wear is a covering for my bones and flesh and I&#8217;m glad it holds it in but wonder sometimes why and sigh about the pain I&#8217;m in. 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