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There is a sense of coiled mathematical work and a formula connecting time to pain through space as I leave my location on the timeline and descend into time\u2019s scaffolding. I am quantum, visible in two places at once. The electrons vibrate with pain, which is the pressure of the universe, the music of the planets.<\/span><\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\"><em>by Sonya Huber\n<p><\/em><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino;font-size: 14pt\">Book: <\/span><a style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino;font-size: 14pt\" href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Woman-Essays-Nervous-System-American\/dp\/0803299915\/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1518213254&amp;sr=8-1&amp;keywords=pain+woman+takes+your+keys\"><em>Pain Woman Takes Your Keys and Other Essays of a Nervous System<\/em><\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\"><br \/>\nUnited States<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I lie on the couch, but you cannot see my velocity. 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