{"id":3696,"date":"2018-06-15T09:00:04","date_gmt":"2018-06-15T09:00:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/?p=3696"},"modified":"2018-05-23T22:19:25","modified_gmt":"2018-05-23T22:19:25","slug":"the-pain-of-acceptance-by-ian-conrad-cross","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/2018\/06\/15\/the-pain-of-acceptance-by-ian-conrad-cross\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;The Pain Of Acceptance&#8217;, by Ian Conrad Cross"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">Please do not judge me,it wasn\u2019t my choice<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">This illness descended, that\u2019s what hurts the most<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I have worked all my life, brought up three healthy boys<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">It has never been easy, what with clothing and toys<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I can cope with fatigue, as most mothers can<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">But i took on too much, then the trouble began<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">My children have grown now and all flown the nest<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">But if mum is required, I forgo my rest<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">Three days in work is all I can manage<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">The pain is too much, my brain left in carnage<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">My &#8220;ME&#8221; is recognised, the authorities are aware<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">But the pain from Fibro Myalgia, they don\u2019t seem to care<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I am dependant on others which goes against the grain<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">But I&#8217;ll continue to struggle, there&#8217;s my dignity to maintain<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">I&#8217;m not after your pity, I don\u2019t want a fuss<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">Please be patient, I&#8217;ll get there, but I can no longer rush.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/files\/2018\/05\/001.jpg\" alt=\"A photograph of a fireplace with a mirror hanging over it, and a small clock and ornaments on display.\" width=\"1536\" height=\"2048\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\"><em>by Ian Conrad Cross<\/em><\/span><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;font-family: georgia, palatino\">UK<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Please do not judge me,it wasn\u2019t my choice This illness descended, that\u2019s what hurts the most I have worked all my life, brought up three healthy boys It has never been easy, what with clothing and toys I can cope with fatigue, as most mothers can But i took on too much, then the trouble [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":619,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[5],"tags":[22],"class_list":["post-3696","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anthology","tag-medical","post-preview"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p8bHTD-XC","jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3696","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/619"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3696"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3696\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3697,"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3696\/revisions\/3697"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3696"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3696"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wp.lancs.ac.uk\/translatingpain\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3696"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}